It’s Been A Long Time Since I Updated…

Man, it’s been how many months now?

WordPress has a new document format and it’s kinda so-so. Not good, but not bad either. It’s just really slow. You’re probably wondering where I’ve been for the past couple of months. 

Well, I’ve been working a lot lately so I don’t often have the time like I used to anymore. Still trying to work on my other writing projects but progress is slow as ever.  I’m even designing a website for myself and my comics… we’ll see how that goes since I’m paying for that.

It does seem that things are getting a little better for me. Let’s hope that someday I’ll finish and be able to publish a few more books in the future.

Anyway, this is just a small and quick update. Nothing really fancy.  I only wanted to let you guys know that I’m still alive and kicking.

New Updates Coming Soon! Will This Be A Big Change To The Site?


Soo… you’ve all probably been wondering where the hell I’ve been for these past couple of months or years, eh?


Actually, I didn’t really go anywhere and have relocated to my newer site The Gunslinger Flash Renegade posting reviews of movies I’ve watched, since I don’t have nothing else to post these days.

Work!I’ve been so busy lately with life, work, health, and school that updates are a thing of the past for this Author’s blog and many other blogs. Finding the time and energy to write/edit novels is harder now when you’re an adult with tons of responsibilities and bills to pay. I literally have no days off. I don’t even know how I have the energy to write this post, but that’s what people call “true dedication.” It’s a passion of mine that just never goes away. Even though I’ve been posting chapters to Nightmarish Reaction for a few loyal readers, which require a passcode, it’s really dead in here for the rest of you guys.

I’m not even sure people still follow me anymore. They’ve all moved on with their lives and maybe, just maybe… there’s one or two loyal fans, who check out this blog from time to time. It could be once a month or once a year. I’ve literally had this blog for years.

It’s kind of become like a dead space now; however, I keep it up and running because it’s the longest and most active blog that I have. I have visitors popping up everyday. Maybe not as much as before, but it’s something I admire. Which means, this site isn’t going anywhere. Even when I’m officially dead and gone this site will still be up… I think?

Finally done!

Well, things are about to change for the better.


I know, I know.

It’s been boring and all that.

What could be so exciting to keep this blog alive and colorful? 


As of today, I’ll be working on a Webcomic for the Nightmarish Reality Series. And guess where it’ll be? 

That’s right. You guessed correctly. It’s going to be on this blog. I still don’t know what days I’ll start posting. I may just do little things, like reveal character sheets and so on. Nothing too major. Nicoy and I will be working on the project together, including Flash Renegade: The Graphic Novel.

If you don’t know what Nightmarish Reality (Vol. 1) is, please go to the above categories and click on the tabs. All information is at the top. 

Houston, We Have A Problem! The Book’s Too Long & The Price Too Much…

I’ve got just 6-7 Chapters left to finish editing, but I’ve now realized that the page count has gone way over the limit…


It’s exactly 4 pages over!


I have only two limited choices here.

Noooo!I have to pick wisely or I could be in some serious trouble. I could sell the book at a higher price tag… nearly $12.25 dollars or more just to meet Amazon’s crazy royalty deal, which is extremely low at .87 cents. That’s 2.26 dollars more than the last two books, without tax and shipping costs.

Or cut 92 pages of the third NR book, leaving it at a lower price tag of $9.99 but ending it at a place where all my readers will completely hate me for life… Since I haven’t finished the 4th book, it might still take me years to complete it. Some readers might want to know how it’ll all come to an end. It might be added pressure for me as well. Or I could lose readers and nobody cares at that point what happens to all the characters. It’s a huge risk regardless.

Which makes the 4th book and hopefully my last nearly 470 pages at a price tag of $12.30 dollars, because of Amazon.


Either way, it’s not going to be pretty…

Longer book = higher price tag

Shorter book = lower price tag

It would be nice if I could have a big book at 500 pages, like Stephen King, and have it at a mass paperback book price of say $5 bucks. But that’s not happening anytime soon, unless I get picked up by a traditional publisher.


Getting Back To Exercising, Reading, & Editing Again…

Sigh...I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Mine wasn’t bad at all and I got a chance to spend time with the family. For awhile now, I haven’t updated whatsoever. I had taken three weeks off to focus on other things, like the graphic novel and what not.

However, I seriously need to get some things done. I’ll probably do some reading after this post and get back on track to a normal schedule. I still don’t know when I’ll finish the third book of NR. I remember reading nearly all the way through the book. I almost made it to the finish line. It was actually decent enough for me to continue, but I had to go back and revise a few other chapters.

It’s mostly because of clarity and continuity. Something wasn’t meshing right exactly and I’ll have to edit another ten million times before the book’s ready. This will be a quick post for today.

studyingI think I made it to Chapter 37, just reading it to myself in one sitting (in 1 and 1/2 days). There’s only 42 chapters by the way. But there were some things that concerned me greatly at first, which was the pacing and the timeline events.

I was keeping a track of everything I read in a small notebook, especially some of the grammar mistakes I had. I did go over the revisions, but I’ll need to recheck them again to make sure I didn’t miss anything.

I’m saving everything to one document this time, so there’s no multiple files anymore. This way once I upload it to Createspace, I won’t accidentally use the wrong file. Not to mention, I’ve gone back to exercising for an hour or two everyday now. The holidays always has too much good food, so I’m preparing myself for Christmas and watching what I eat. 🙂 I need to lose weight for the holidays. So wish me good luck!

Anyhoo, have a goodnight folks.


It’s about time I get back to writing again.

The Great Twitter Purge!

I’ve deactivated my Twitter account, folks!


Sharia Twitter was going around suspending people’s accounts, just because they supported Trump or had a different opinion.


So I took matters into my own hands and decided enough was enough. I’d rather go out on my own terms and I finally did. I’ll be at from now on. Probably forever.

No more censorship for me.

No more fear of having a suspended or blocked account anymore.

Bye bye!

Goodbye Twitter or should I call you Twatter?


Tomorrow is the day we make history. Go out there and vote for Trump, because Crooked Hillary (who’s been under FBI Investigation twice now) will destroy all of America. With Hillary you can expect World War 3 with Russia. Not to mention, an increase of 550% refugees, who are probably all men of military age 17-40, and who love ISIS. Expect thousands of them to be here in America the first 100 days of her taking office. Look at Sweden – The Rape Capital of the World. Look at the mass rapes in Germany, Cologne. Look at Europe. Look at Paris. It’s a third world shithole now.

If you do not vote for Trump, we will lose all our freedoms because of Islamization. Freedom of speech. Freedom of expression. Freedom of the press. Freedom to believe in a different God. Don’t believe me, go to Do your research. Watch Paul Joseph Watson & Alex Jones. Watch Tommy Robinson in the UK. Watch Dr. Bill Warner. Watch Anne Marie Waters and read up about all these things I’ve said. This is not a conspiracy theory, because it’s happening right now and it’s all true.

You can me a “racist” and an “Islamophobe,” but I don’t fucking care anymore. Islamophobia is a word created by fascists and used by cowards to manipulate morons. A quote from Christopher Hitchens. Read up on him as well.

I’ll probably be killed because of what I say and what I believe in, but I’d rather die fighting for what is right. It’s about truth and justice. Law and order. It’s either you stand up for America or you’re against everything she stands for. Don’t listen to the mainstream media. Don’t listen to CNN, MSNBC, CBS, NBC, and so on. They’ll feed you nothing but lies.

Hero Time!
If you don’t like what I have to say, even though it’s the truth, go right ahead and unfollow me. I don’t give a damn. >:]

Picking Myself Up And Getting Back To Work… Still Loving By The Way!

Yep, you heard me!

All the world's a stage

My post yesterday was pretty depressing and I need to stop that.


So, I’m changing it. Well not the post itself, but I will not let anything stop me from publishing that third book. In fact, I don’t really care what anyone thinks anymore and I should seriously stop caring. People will find offense in anything these days. Why bother argue with them? Why waste my time worrying about everything or what someone else says?

Nothing in life is free and you’ll never be perfect. Nobody’s perfect. At least I’m somewhat sane, which is a good thing. It could always be worse. I’m going to live life to the fullest, because that’s how it should be.

And who the fuck cares?


‘Cause I don’t!

It doesn’t matter how many books I sell or don’t sell, even though it would be nice to become a bestseller someday…it’s not the reason why I’m writing. Every writer wants to be a little rich and famous, don’t get me wrong. However, I’m not writing for the money. If you’re writing a book because of the riches, then you’ve got it all wrong. I’m sorry, but that’s the truth.

I should be able to do what I want. Not everyone is going to like my stories, but I do have a few people out there, who do love reading them and I can’t let them down now. I’m sure some of them don’t mind waiting a few years. I have to admit, I’ve been lucky so far.

Cool ShadesThings happen for a reason, and this post probably doesn’t make much sense to you, but it will later on.

After I wrote that post, I decided to go back to the third novel and actually reread/edit it. I actually made it through editing, all the way to Chapter 21 and I’m still going. Can you believe that? Not to mention, I’m setting up the novels in Kindle and in CS. Kindle Direct Publishing has a new feature now.

They have it where you can publish the paperback novels. I haven’t tried it and I’m a little worried about how that’ll go exactly, especially since you cannot order paperback novels.

I think I’ll still stick to Createspace for now, despite some of the ups and downs. They’ve treated me pretty good and I don’t have any major complaints at all. At least that’s working for me and it’s not broken, so why fix it? I can order copies before the final send off, which is great.

Oh yeah, I forgot…


I was blocked from Twitter.

Good Job!

But that’s all right.

Anyway, I’m on and it’s so amazing. Love the people there! They’re helping me promote my book and everything. I’m on a booklist and I’ll soon be in a writer’s club. It’s fabulous.

Starry Eyed

Take care everyone!